I press the pedal. It's already getting completely dark. Today I am free from everyone. The glass pattern slowly sweats. I'll turn up the volume on the fifth track.
To the rhythms of the music, to the roar of the engine and the wind, Piercing the twilight, I rush to meet Him. While He is here, not yet there, not somewhere, While He is close, we can be alone.
The cell phone is ringing. I slow down. A friend is going to come. But such a call is not news to me, If he doesn’t make it, he’ll be delayed on the way.
She has been rushing to me for years. I understand the hustle and bustle. I no longer wait, I don’t toil in the evenings. I found a zest in my solitude.
One? Successful! No plans for the evening. Friends forgot to invite me to the mountains. Nobody makes an important meeting And the children went to visit their grandmother.
I will come to Him! And I will sit in His chair. I won’t iron or clean the house, I won’t fry or sculpt from dough, Do homework, sew something up.
Am I really not in the harness today? I'm chasing thoughts...Traffic light. Overtaking. And there are important pieces of paper on the seat... Let them wait! Today he is in charge!
To Him! To Him! Just a little more. Already! Here's a turn, a handbrake and home. He is waiting for me and will meet me at the threshold, We will finally be alone with Him.
He will put everything aside, I know for sure. Не будет слишком занят или спать. Both day and night. No call. And urgently... Ready to embrace me.
Here's the stairs. Spanning and railings. Now I can breathe out calmly, now... Floor by floor - and here is the apartment. Don't disturb us behind this door!
We have a separate planet here with Him. He lives here, but I have the key. Now, now, I will be warmed by Him, I'll just climb onto my knees.
Like a little child, I’ll curl up into a ball, I will cling to Him and breathe in Him... It's so good that we have our little corner, Where can I pour out my whole soul to Him...
When I am with Him, the whole outer world burns up. Problems and matters lose their meaning. I walk in, take off my shoes, my heart melts... I locked everything tightly.
His perfume. He's here. He's somewhere nearby. It smells of holiness, greatness, purity. And in the air there is protection and a fence Hangs like a dome over my head.
“I came to You,” I’ll say and burst into tears. I will express everything and scream out all the pain. And I will fall. And I will repent in a whisper. And again I will become new and different.
I will hide in Him. I'll bury myself in your shoulder with love. And I am not the only one who will resolve the issue with Him. I close my eyes and roar... With my Blood My Christ bought me this meeting.
I’m sitting in my small apartment without light, But light streams from His eyes into the spirit... We have a separate planet here with Him. God is the best, most faithful Friend.
