I want to love

Longing, fatigue and ignorance Freed from guilt... It seemed that I was obeying consciousness, Not noticing where you are. Oh God, why I don’t know Do I not hear Your answer? Please forgive me, because I am suffering - There is no light in the temple of my heart.

Teach me to humble myself before You, Give me humility, wisdom, love... And if you can, help me figure it out - Wash, cleanse, change. "Love" - I don't know what it is, Or maybe I’ll never understand... When I think that there she is, somewhere close, It’s as if you’re breaking dreams... Why? I will pray endlessly: I believe in what You give But why doesn’t everything last forever?! I want to truly love and blossom!